hari ini..

hari ini sy emo. bangun pagi dengan perasaan yang memang 100% tak nak pergi kerja. tetap pergi juga akhirnya walaupun lewat. ada sesuatu yg buat sy rasa begini tapi masih lagi tak pasti hal apa. moga2 hari ini jangan ada yg datang menganggu. sungguh sy tiada hati hari ini!

Wali Band - Cari Jodoh

kesukaan .. walau tidak berkenaan
Wali Band - Cari Jodoh

Apa salahku Apa salah ibuku

Hidupku dirundung pilu

Tak ada yang mau dan menginginkan aku

Tuk jadi pengobat pilu

Tuk jadi penawar rindu

Tuk jadi kekasih hatiku

Timur Ke Barat

Selatan ke utara

Tak juga aku berjumpa

Dari musim duren hingga musim rambutan

Tak kunjung aku dapatkan

Tak jua aku temukan

Oh tuhan inikah cobaan

Reff

Ibu-ibu bapak-bapak

Siapa yang punya anak

Bilang akuaku yang tengah malu

Sama teman-temanku

karena cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku

Pengumuman-Pengumuman

Siapa yang mau bantu

Tolong aku kasiani aku

Tolong carikan diriku kekasih hatiku

Siapa yang mau

2009

im glad that 2009 is almost over. so far this is the worse year ever. nothing bad happened though. life is so monotonously passed by (other than walking thru the aisle ..). comes late to office almost everyday. a bit of good news when finally the so-called flexi hour implemented. cant wait for 2010. 24 days more to go...

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha

hope it's not too late to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to everyone.

if it's not for the 5 hours karaoke session and excessive amount of ketupat and rendang daging, i'd say this raya is just like any other days. woke up at 9.30am. yep we missed solat raya again! mama cooked nasi dagang (yummy..). all of us back home this time except eddy's wife, sue who had to take care of SPM students. pity her!

sad story

It was so early in the morning at 5.45am or something. cant really opened my eyes when i heard mr.hubby on the phone with someone.

' Sampien meninggal, bila?? '

' Innalillahiwainnalillahirajiunn '

(ok thats it. eyes wide opened) cant believe what i've just heard. need clarification, so i asked, ..

' Sampien meninggal? sakit apa? '

he said.. ' Leukimia '

OMG. it was like those malay story books back then during the 90's. where the heroin plays hard to get and when she accepts the proposal suddenly the hero is dying. leukimia, brain cancer,etc.

i knew Sampien. not so close though. he was one of mr.hubby' chatfriend-turned-goodfriend. we used to hangout together and shared stories. he was 30 years old, single and had a stall in Danau Kota Nite Bazaar that sells t'shirts, jacket and other guy's stuff. we invited him to our wedding but he didnt show up. it was more than half a year since last time we met. so young to be dying. we heard from a friend that he refused to take any medication. he should undergone chemotheraphy. i'm still unable to accept the fact that he's gone now. maybe he's done fighting.

may Allah give His blessing.

Sampien in memories

chicaholic..

i've made myself promise not to eat chicken. i felt sorry for my body that i broke the promise. i must've forgotten that chicken is 'haram' in my diet book. while having my morning apple, i toss the chicken-thought away. an hour later, i almost cry in hunger. gosh..

(pic credit to google.com)

black pant

it's a wet afternoon. went to klcc for eye-shopping. target set = skinny black jean. straight to mark & spencer. can always count on it for bigger sizes. ngee.. found one. size 14. unfastened the button, nicely fit. buttoned? cant! ..( muffin top).. search for size 16. none found. urghh.. must come later. very soon. surely.

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drop by at zara. hmm.. lots of cool Tees and i found a green blouse. OMG love at the first sight. and another one, checked shirt. love it.. love it .. love it...